The future of me, at least online.
Birthdays coming up. About half of my friends have birthdays in the next two months. I am doing finals, then summer school. I so badly want to take the summer off, work my ass off and then make as much money as I can so I can save up a bit, but if I do that I’ll be taking like 18 credits (which I don’t even think I’m allowed to do) in the fall. So summer school it is. Yay. So that being so, just trying to figure out how to make my head a little less scattered. Sometimes I’m afraid of coming off crazy. I don’t mean to offend anyone using that word, it’s a genuine fear and I don’t know how else to say it. I am also aware that I over-explain pretty much everything (sorry to anyone who’s had an extremely long response to a post or to a comment) and so I’ll stop there.
Looking forward to doing more writing about my past, I hope that’s not an overly boring subject to anyone. For me it’s really good to get it out of my head and out into the open. I also just want to be honest, so I try to be honest about everything that I safely can. I am just sick of lying for my own safety or because I’m afraid of what people will think about my thoughts. I want to be honest because I want to change the things I find to be less than honorable about myself, and I want to express the things I’m proud of.
So that’s what’s coming up from me.
